When I come to think about how I dealt with my four months
of vacation, I knew that very moment that I had enough. Back then, I didn’t expect that I would miss
school and those moments I had with my high school friends. And when I heard that their venture towards
college had begun, a part of me envied them. There was this feeling of
excitement when I thought about how my first year of being a college would be
like. But then again, I couldn’t escape the fact that there was also a part of
me that was scared in diving into the deep depths of college.
First year, first
ever semester, so this is what happens in college and this is what it feels
like to be in college. I figured out
that a dramatic structure (a.k.a Freytag's Pyramid) would fit to describe what series of events happened
during my first experience being a college student. In this structure, which is
a pyramid, actually consists of five major parts. These are known as the
exposition, the rising action, the climax, the falling action and the
denouement. I think most of us learned this when we were high school so I would
assume that you get the idea on how this is related to being a first year
college student.
The exposition for my first semester as a freshman would be
the part where in there were orientations, get-to-know activities and
especially when the professors of most subjects weren’t around to start the
discussion immediately. Next is the
rising action which probably I’d say that this part belonged to the start of
the serious discussions and then the following first long exams. Then the
climax would be the parts wherein we start to get busy as a bee in making our
outputs, projects, assignments, reports and quizzes. And here comes the falling
action which is the part where we’ll take our final exams and pass the assigned
paperwork and outputs. The denouement
would be the part where we get our grades and figure out how was our
performance during the first semester of our lives.
From what I had experienced as of today, I can really say
that college is full of thorns but there is always that flower that awaits you
when you finished crossing those prickles. Pressure, deadlines, and studies are
real things we can’t escape from. But what matters most is how you handle
things in a proficient and responsible way without getting pushed through at
the end by these tasks. Even if we’re still at 12.5 % in graduating or
finishing college I can say that we haven’t even started the real thing or the
real nightmare I would presume. But still, we have to face this with our heads
up high and learn that we should never give up and that we should try and try until
we die, I mean succeed.